The Story Behind ‘The Last Year’

I believe my screenplay and film The Last Year has much to say to anyone willing to watch it with an open mind. Yes, it definitely is a low-budget film with a few “rough edges.” But for those of you who are not totally stoned on films with million-dollar budgets and can look past a few on-screen stumbles, the movie offers much to feel, ponder, and dwell upon. Love it or hate it, the film’s effect on you will last long after you see the last of the end credits.

Especially, I wrote The Last Year for those who have journeyed the long, difficult road of trying to be both gay and Christian, in an environment that is hostile, homophobic, and lacking in understanding. Those of us who have “been there” know that just a simple act of honesty (regardless of Bible “interpretations” or personal theology) can result in becoming an outcast, from friends, family, school, job, and even spouses and children. I have known many who ended up living empty lives, being on drugs or alcohol, and one who even committed suicide.

How the Tale Begins

The story of The Last Year began long before I wrote it in late 1995. The idea began kicking around inside my head during the late 1960s, when I attended my first “Christian School.” I never thought of writing anything about the experience then, of course, but the ideas were taking root. I grew up in a conservative Republican family in the South, and we were all traditional, Bible-oriented folks. Fundamentalist Protestantism was like water and air to us, so universal and ever-present, we never questioned its presence or realized how much it shaped our lives.

During my college days in Nashville, in the early 1970s, I rebelled and joined the “sixties” culture. Soon afterward, I married and had a son. The necessities of family life forced us to leave the counterculture, so my wife and I joined the march of so many young Baby Boomer families, back to our “roots.” For us, it meant back to fundamentalism (my wife had the same background) and yes, the closet for me. Of course, I had known since my junior high days that I was gay and even took some tentative “coming out” steps in the sixties. But in those days, everybody told me I could “change,” that it was a sixties phase, and I believed them for a while.

Moving On to Christian Colleges, Questionings & Beyond

So, armed with my newly found “faith,” I attended Evangel College in Springfield, Missouri, then Wheaton College in Wheaton, Illinois (near Chicago), both “Christian” schools. Along the way, my marriage fell apart, and my wife and I went our separate ways. Subsequently, I began questioning everything in my life. For certain, my efforts at remaining closeted were taking their toll.

During my last year at Wheaton, I had my first gay love affair, and the changes in my thinking became complete. I had stepped out of the closet for good, including the prison of fundamentalism. When my lover and I left Wheaton, I knew I was leaving more that just a place. Afterward, we stayed together for many years, a time of great change in my life.

Eventually, I moved to Los Angeles and settled down. I lived there quietly for more than 20 years. Meanwhile, after I turned my back on Wheaton and during the 1980s, my former religious compatriots underwent a startling metamorphosis. When I was a part of the movement, we were just a bunch of isolated “fundies.” Before my eyes, these same folks became a political movement dubbed “The Religious Right” by the press.

Uneasily, I watched these developments with quiet forebodings. Those of us who used to live in that right-wing culture know firsthand how much those people absolutely hate gays and lesbians. They are well-meaning in their intentions, for sure, but caught up all too much in a tidal wave of collective bigotry and prejudice. Over the years, my thoughts on spirituality and who I am changed so much, I quietly buried my memories of those conservative schools and my closeted past. More than anything else, I wanted to forget the pain of trying to hide my real self and putting up with the constant, virulent homophobia of that parochial world.

A New Organization & New Stirrings Within

I was almost successful, until the day a couple of years ago, when I heard about an interesting event. Some people were forming an organization, the Wheaton College Gay and Lesbian Alumni (WCGALA), and I got on their mailing list. Paul Phillips, of the gay music group, Romanovsky and Phillips, had been a “Wheatie” (school slang for a Wheaton student) and the driving force behind this new group. I happened to be a fan of their music, and I was truly amazed to find out Paul and I shared this experience in common. WCGALA began mailing out a newsletter, so I started reading articles and letters from others who shared similar experiences to mine. Often I found myself nearly overcome with emotion. As buried experiences came back to my remembrance one by one, I A lot of folks call Wheaton the Harvard of the Religious Right. Much of the thought and rationale of that entire movement began there.

Wheaton is Billy Graham’s alma mater, and in many ways, it remains the intellectual “buckle” of the Bible belt. For those of us who attended Wheaton and were gay or lesbian, it was the best and worst of times. We remember the homophobia, yes, but also the friends and security we had to leave behind. In my life, the memories were even more poignant, because that world, of all places, was where I had my coming-out experience.

In early 1995, I took on the role of Southern California Coordinator for WCGALA (since then, this group has disbanded, and I have joined another via Yahoo). Our regional group of about a dozen people started getting together for times of sharing and reminiscing. These events accelerated my own personal “memory recovery” process.

The Last Year Takes Shape

Then one night, I had an interesting dream. I saw a young guy, college-aged, driving a small red VW bug (like one I used to have) across an autumn, Midwestern landscape. He was alone and seemed determined. I asked myself, “Where is he going?” The answer, of course, was back to Wheaton. I woke up, knowing I had to write about his story. That story, of course, was my own.

The vividness of the dream, especially the color and beauty back east during fall, made me want to see the events take place, not just put them down in words. These images had to become a film, and the idea gripped me so profoundly, I couldn’t rest until it came to life as a screenplay. The guy in the VW became the main character, Paul, and the rest of his story soon came to life. Once I had finished the work, I realized that Hollywood’s aversion to gay subject matter would prevent me from getting it known through any of the “mainstream” accepted routes.

So I put aside the normal pathways of sending scripts to agents and film companies. Instead, I set out on the independent road to getting this film produced. Since then, many others have joined with me, including a director and an actor who wants to play Paul. Eventually, the film was produced by Guardian Pictures in San Luis Obispo, California, and directed by Jeff London. As a result, The Last Year was born.

From Film to Life – Coming Full Circle

Why is there a need for this film? It proves the lie of the Religious Right’s cliché that they “hate the sin and love the sinner.” If anything, they hate us, as gay and lesbian people, even more than sin. And most of all they despise those of us “queers” who sojourn in their midst. We are (or were) deceivers, outsiders wearing and profaning the cloak of the elect. If they could, they would condemn us to the lowest level of hell. We are the obvious and unavoidable signs that homosexuality comes from “us,” all of us, and not just “them.”

In many ways, The Last Year is autobiographical, but only to a certain extent. I have changed many of the names and circumstances for dramatic or protective reasons. I was older than Paul while at Wheaton and Evangel. Eastmont College is not Wheaton but actually a composite of three Christian schools I attended. Ken, my romantic opposite while at Wheaton, was not a fellow student but rather a young townie, a part of the college crowd. I was lucky enough to keep my love a secret and graduate, though I had many friends who were not so fortunate and had their lives destroyed or nearly so. Yes, the tragic suicide did happen, but differently and some time later, after I graduated.

Still, the main thrust of this story is true and its theme universal. The human heart and nature will always rebel against tyranny because its tendency toward fascism is spiritually diseased and inhuman. This statement remains true, whether fascism masquerades as the “big lies” of a single despot or as “sincere” religious righteousness. Unfortunately, a revolution against such inhumanity brings out the worst, as well as the best, that is in us. But I believe that, in the long run, freedom, compassion, personal loyalty, and above all, truth will prevail.

I’m not trying to sell a DVD here, but my film is available for you to view. You can rent it through NetFlix or whatever. For more information, check out Wolfe Video at their website. I encourage you to see my film and, if you want, let me know what you think. Thanks!!!

Our Sentinel

“Be with us now, and in the hour of our death.”
From the “Hail Mary”

She guards
the winsome silence
of this shaded place.
A woman of softest stone
stands unmoving,
showing outstretched hands.
What does she offer
one who waits
in wearied stillness here?

Humming birds flutter
about her face,
while restless whitened butterflies
grace her harboring breast.
I watch without time,
surrounded by this flowered,
sacred grotto space.

Once, a vanishing sun-star
called to me out of still-born ages
lost.
I heard its voice
from deep within green-orange colored,
pillow-like Pacific clouds.
Their unchained shapes
grew restless,
rolling over buried seas
on a slate-flat dark horizon.
Winds blew chill,
heralding night.

Days have swept across me
since, like storm-waves,
thousands fleeing fast,
leaving me ashore.
Cast away among lifeless angels,
I clung
to an empty
desert empire.

Today, my musing
seldom dwells in dusty,
prison cells.
Heartened, I take strength
like a soldier embattled
but guarded
at every side.

Armies place sentinels
with living and dead
at stony tombs and sleeping camps.
They pledge safety and rest,
as night swallows day,
for all who keep close
within their watchful stance.
Likewise, might she
look after me?

In my garden, I bow,
covered and crushed,
withered by grief-gone ways.
I stare beyond
carved-image eyes
into stateless places far,
tomorrows long resisted.
I know
someday still,
I’ll go.

I know:
No matter now,
since I see her gift.
She once was host for a child
so strong
someday mighty nations
will fear him more
than mortal fire.

Yet, beneath her gaze,
I feel
as he must have,
an infant sleeping,
watched over,
cared for,
safe.

Evensong

In Two Parts:
Magnificat and Nunc Dimitis

Part I: “My soul magnifies the Lord.”

Jesus sought
Lazarus
in the sweaty stink of crowds.
They pointed at tombs
amid fly swarms
over dog bones.

“If only you’d been here,”
Martha wept.
He sat
to catch her tears
and add them to His.

“Believe the mystery,”
his face replied.
Her eyes grew wide
into black reflections
of Judean rock-cliff mountains.

Crowds pressed in and
laughed at Him.
He looked at skies,
tracing ragged-laced horizon lines,
snake-drawn and jagged.

Martha heard Him speaking
like desert winds,
“Lazarus lives
in the shiny spaces
next to your tight-wrapped hair pins.”

Turning to the tombs,
He shouted,
“Come forth.”

They saw Lazarus
frolic out
in thready, shedding bandages
He took
roses,
and held them with his grimy hands,
bowing before Jesus.

The Lord laughed and
waved the flowers
in clouds
of butterfly-fluttering
petals.
They embraced and
He left Lazarus with a whisper,
then vanished
into massive, shoving crowds.

Martha rushed to Lazarus.
“What did He tell you?”
She asked,
as her face sought words
with eyes that blinked
behind long-white streaks.

Lazarus near-whispering answered,
“He said:
Believe.
The rose
will bloom again.”
Part II: “Lord, let your servant depart in peace, according to your word.”

Fog slips down
a Tennessee lakeshore.
Village townfolk
rest
under clay-red sundown.
Curtain clouds
arise.

Kingfisher sits
on driftwood twisted
witch-hand branches.
Tree stumps
cringe as if away from
falling cloud-fire.
Knotted wood knees
thrust and break
into bleak horizons
casting serrated shadows.
Black mud covers
deserted clapboards,
rotted corpses of barns
and horse bones.

Kingfisher’s wings
take to the sky.
He flies
above the sheeny purple-cloud reflecting
mirror like a spirit dimly seen.
Deep in the river’s green
wet innards,
catfish spawn their offspring,
channelbottom born.

Kingfisher’s voice
grows shrill and seems to me
to cry,
“Cold waters
called out
all the old men’s names
and swallowed
their flesh.”

Still, kingfisher
searches skies
for home.

Farmhouse lights
join stars,
while windows
fade
in blackness.
Swimming lightsnakes
shimmer
on a misted laketop.

Kingfisher, silent,
takes his rest.

Prayers in Darkness

Our suffering God, who,
through your Son, Jesus
Christ, gave us redemption
through His death on the
cross, give us peace. May we
know this peace daily: that we
have forgiveness for all our
sins and eternal redemption
and resurrection in Christ.
May we have the strength to
rest in your eternal love given
to us, now and forever.
Amen.

Dear God, be our constant
helper, guide, guardian and
companion during each day
of our lives. May You keep
us in wholeness and in
eternal life, until You gather
us to yourself on the Last
Day. Then may we live in
the perpetual light and love
of your blessed dominion
forever. Amen.

Our precious
God, keep us from
cursing the
darkness and
cursing within
darkness. Help us
to bless the dark,
as well as others
in the dark with
us. In Jesus’
powerful and holy
name we pray.
Amen.

Jesus, thank you
for the one who
shares my heart
and life forever.
Amen.

Jesus redeemer, I
give all I ever
was, all I am
today and all I
yet shall be to
You forever.
Amen.

Like a sailor,
shipwrecked and
washed ashore, I
lie in gritty sand.
This desert,
deserted isle
spreads out about
me. No one comes
to hold, to heal,
to comfort or
nourish. I am
cast-off far and
forsaken by God.

At Communion,
she spilled wine
on my hands. I
looked, saw blood
and knew it was
my careless sin. I
prayed, and then
it vanished.
Jesus, take all my
sins ever, as you
did that day.
Amen.

Dear God, take
my hand. Shield
me from the
enemies gathered
here. Hide and
embrace my soul.
Amen.

Neo-Medievalist Manifesto: Introduction

Disintegration and Synthesis:
Neo-Medievalism at the Crossroads of the Middle Ages, Christianity & Gothicism

Underlying the sunny optimism of modernist and postmodernist thinking in today’s world lies a stark shadow. No matter how one views the future pathways and opportunities of our contemporary era, a basic, widespread, and disturbing trend of the twentieth century continues unabated into the twenty-first. Culturally, socially, and above all, spiritually the fundamental forces shaping global society, with few exceptions, are leading us into disintegration. In fact, one could easily argue that accelerating spiritual entropy is the defining characteristic of our current age.

No matter whether we examine religion, morality, ethics, transcendent thought, or any of our social organizations charged with promoting these goals, we get the same result. We live in an age of spiritual decay. Why is this important to realize? Is spirituality necessary or even significant nowadays? In view of the problems, excesses, and even horrendous abuses of religion across the world and over the centuries, many proclaim we would all be better off without spirituality. They would see its disintegration, especially in our “Western” world as a triumph. “Good riddance,” would be the common response. Especially in view of things like the Crusades, the Medieval Inquisitions, runaway religious fundamentalism, and even 9/11, spirituality might seem more of a hindrance to humankind, instead of a help.

Origins of Modern Gothic Thought Amid Romanticism

The literary genre in writing and fiction, which deals most directly with spiritual disintegration, is the Gothic. It is no accident that Gothic literature was born in 1764 CE (or AD) with Horace Walpole’s novel The Castle of Otranto, in the midst of the Enlightenment era. This time was the so-called “Age of Reason” (roughly the 1700s), the era when human rationality supposedly triumphed over superstition and religion. The most influential thinkers of the eighteenth century declared all things supernatural to be dead and celebrated their funeral. Yet, human beings appear to have a need for the mysterious, supernatural, and even the irrational or abnormal. Gothic thought and literature became the dark twin of a heady Romantic movement emerging from the 1700s Enlightenment. Amazingly, Gothicism, in spite of its often negative viewpoint, survived into the 1800s and beyond.

The ideals or Romanticism have their polar opposites in Gothicism. Romanticism declares that human beings have freedom from the past and an unlimited future. Gothic thought says we’re chained to history and maybe have no future in this world. The Romantic sees himself or herself as the main agent of action. The Gothic remains more fatalistic, finding human action influenced by powers beyond our control, agents of the supernatural, unknown, or irrationality within. Finally, the Romantic ideal posits human progress onward and upward toward finding a utopian or near-perfect world. Gothic realism accedes to the inevitability of disintegration and death. It believes that almost all human endeavors end in doom and destruction, even the worldly drive toward a better world. Continual entropy without ceasing is its melancholy motto.

This Romantic/Gothic polarity is not just a choice between optimism and pessimism. The difference between the two extremes represents a duality of human thought in the Western World. This conflict between worldviews began subtly in the mid 1700s and is still with us to an even greater degree today. Is human progress toward continuing social and personal improvement inevitable and continuing? Or, like the Roman Empire, are all societies and human efforts doomed to failure and fall?

When examining their histories, one quickly realizes the Romantic and Gothic philosophies did not emerge from out of nowhere. Centuries of European thought preceded them, going back to the ancient world. In the sixth century, with the exception of Christianity, the Greco-Roman worldviews dominant during antiquity collapsed along with the Roman Empire. Afterward, the so-called Dark Ages covered almost all of Europe. During this era, little progressive or independent thought emerged beyond assiduous work in monasteries to preserve what was left of earlier writings. As these “classical” writings gradually emerged in a more educated West after Charlemagne in France (in the tenth century), the Middle Ages era was born. Medieval thought and philosophy built on and extended the ideas of the preserved ancient writings.

History: Gothic Origins in the Christian Church & Rise of the Medieval Synthesis

This re-emergence of European civilization grew up within the strong framework of the Church and Christian theology in that era. From around 900 to 1400, a powerful, unified system of thought and worldview arose and flourished, influenced by classical writings and of course, the Hebrew and Christian scriptures. Early Medieval authorities and the Church helped to structure and certainly enforced this new culture. It is interesting to note that the Christianity of this era emerged as a much different religion from what was practiced in antiquity.

This new Western system of thought and worldview constituted what the theologian Arthur C. Custance has called the “Medieval synthesis.” In essence, this new Church-centered system became the foundation of all human life, work, thought, and interaction. Almost every facet of European civilization found unity and stability within this system. The tenets of this “new” Christianity rested on the supremacy of the Church and upholding as authoritative whatever it said was right and wrong. During this era the Church defined, strongly believed in, and propagated what became the Medieval ideals of everything from family life and community to economics, politics, and war.

As a result, from around 1100 until the Renaissance, this strong consensus on what constituted right and wrong came to pervade the entire culture. European society’s unanimity centered on the Church. The bishops and other Church leaders determined all parameters of human life and behavior in the Middle Ages. Generally, this lifestyle combined post-Roman feudal manorial economics, divinely blessed kings as autocratic political leaders, relatively (compared to ancient times) civilized, limited warfare, and church dogma as the totality of human morality, ethics, and spirituality. Like it or not, our own contemporary Western culture grew from these Medieval roots and shares much in common with those times.

Examples of essential values in our society we have inherited from the Middle Ages are:

  • Belief in the importance of monogamy and the family as a primary social good
  • Conviction that government’s main functions are to restrain violence and promote justice
  • Importance of education and learning as an antidote to the ills of ignorance and illiteracy
  • Restraint of the excesses of warfare
  • Building community and good community relations as the foundation of a stable society
  • Promoting the ideal that the best use of wealth is for endeavors that promote social well-being
  • Emphasis on perpetuating the ideals of ancient eras as found in their surviving writings, for example, scriptures, philosophy, science, and literature
  • Promoting and improving the arts, craftsmanship, science, and technology, as understood by each generation

This list presents only a sampling of major values and ideals bequeathed to modern society by our Medieval forebears. More detailed discussion of this cultural heritage will emerge in future Neo-Medievalist essays. It is unfortunate to note that many of the most desirable of these goals are nowadays either under attack or have almost completely faded (for example, limiting warfare). However, the bedrock basics of these concepts still form the broadest notions of what is normative and worthy of promotion in Western society.

As mentioned earlier, the Christianity of the Middle Ages differed markedly from that of earlier times. In essence, the main difference in Christianity from previous eras was that increasingly, after 900, the Church and its dogma prevailed over all disagreements and alternative beliefs. The earlier church was only one of many religions in Europe and tended to follow the Bible (Hebrew scriptures plus 27 books of the first-century “New Testament”) along with various and often contradictory traditions handed down from nascent Christianity. Before 900 and especially before 312 when Roman Emperor Constantine declared Christianity as the empire’s “official” religion, Christian practice and belief was localized and extremely diverse. So-called “pagan” religions strongly influenced individual church assemblies. Common religious values and observances varied greatly from place to place in Europe, even after Constantine.

From the time of Pope Leo III and Charlemagne (early 800s) to Pope Gregory VII and the East/West schism (1000s), this diversity was slowly crushed, especially in the Western Church. In the new era after 1100, what the bishops said was law, regardless of earlier beliefs. These bishops included the Roman Pope and Eastern Patriarch of Constantinople, after the East and West had split around 1035. Church pronouncements could change, but if the new “law” differed from the old, then so be it. Everyone, including kings and knights, lived and died under the power of the Church and its proclaimed dogma.

There were obvious drawbacks to this “new” worldview. The Church during this time was accountable to no other authority (apart from its concept of God and Christ) and often far from perfect. There were numerous instances of corruption and persecution, as well as crusades and inquisitions. Heretics and witches suffered death, while conversion to the faith often happened at sword point. However, in fairness to the Middle Ages, no era or civilization of humankind has ever been perfect, just as our own time is far from any kind of shining model.

Of course, some remnants of the old Christianity did survive into the Medieval era. For example, the church co-opted and even institutionalized many pagan practices, for example, exalting the Virgin Mary to replace pagan mother-type goddesses. Much of the earlier spirituality of the pre-fourth century church survived in the monastic movement. However, these types of remnants were either totally “laundered” for the new society of the age or marginalized into the monasteries. The main stream of European culture gradually adopted the organized church’s and aristocrats’ version of Christianity, for better and worse, a new synthesis of the faith and society.

Breakdown of Historic Western Gothic & Medieval Culture

Then, after 1400, this Medieval synthesis began to break down, as influences from eastern cultures flowed into Europe, for example, via Marco Polo (who opened Chinese trade to Europe), as well as others. Change is neither right nor wrong of course, but historically, it was inevitable. The rise of nations and nationalism, immigration to and opening the New World, the Renaissance and Reformation, and finally rationalism (the “Age of Reason”) and modern science and technology all shook the foundations of the Medieval synthesis. It was replaced with a Balkanized “crazy quilt” of ideologies, philosophies, and worldviews. During the 1700 to 1900 period, many new worldview systems in the Western world were competing for adherents outside the Church.

By the mid 1800s, Romanticism and Gothicism were only two of a multitude of confusing choices between “philosophies.” Since 1764 and the birth of Gothicism, many major and often conflicting systems have risen and fallen. Romanticism, as a widespread Western quasi-faith, died a tortured death on the battlefields of World War I (1914 – 1919). Even the most powerful and widespread of the ideologies to emerge from this period, Communism, finally fell during the early 1990s. Of course, various kinds of Christianity continued to flourish, albeit “modernized” to meet the changing culture. Interestingly, of all the extra-religious ideological movements that began and flourished in the Western world after 1700, Gothicism remains one of the most vibrant, relevant, and widely popular in today’s times.

Modern Gothic World-Views During the Past
100 Years

The Gothic mystique, as pop movement, literature, art, and even lifestyle, still influences the modern mind. What is Gothicism? As it was broadly expressed in its early literature, it is a worldview that life is the product of fatally conflicting and dark forces. Gothicism believes that human life is primarily shaped by the convergence of a dark history with a claustrophobic present, which causes a sickening descent into disintegration influenced by the supernatural, unknown, or irrational. Over time, many creative thinkers and writers have applied these literary ideas to other areas of thought and endeavor. As a result, Gothicism has morphed into almost any kind of art, philosophy, worldview, or lifestyle strongly influenced by or based on this original literary viewpoint.

Unfortunately, to most people in modern America, the Gothic sensibility often comes off like a horror movie dramatized in real life. To others, Gothicism describes the reality of modern civilization. Which concept a person believes in depends on his or her point of view. Those at the top of our social order have the luxury of denying the entropy of modernity. Money and power give one a feeling of being immune to disintegration. Those at society’s bottom, or who perceive our culture’s darker underside, tend to see and experience America’s inward decay much more strongly.

Of course, the true victims of our modern order, persons who feel oppressed or left behind, react to their plight in widely different ways. They come apart emotionally or go insane, drop out of the accepted social order and defy conformism, turn to some kind of fundamentalist religion that offers a false sense of integration, or worst, become fascists, trying to regain a false feeling of control over their own lives, which was taken from them by society’s cultural collapse. However, many others respond to these same forces by adopting the Gothic worldview.

Among the nonconformists who perceive America’s (and the global order’s) inevitable implosion, the Goth and Gothically inclined represent a major subgroup. Given the history and meaning of Gothicism, it is easy to see why. Though often not literally oppressed by society in any way and sometimes even affluent, the Goth subculture members in Western society perceive our cultural collapse for a variety of reasons. Usually, it is because they are both nonconformist and rooted in the Gothic tradition, which naturally focuses on the “dark” side of society.

Generally the Goth lifestyle associates itself with the extremes of depression and preoccupation with death. The unique Gothic sensibility often arises in individuals who, because of personal sensitivity or intuition, become acutely aware of our culture’s weak, crumbling underbelly of decay. However, the present and historical strength of the Goth viewpoint has to arise from more than just a mournful yelp of protest. To offer a viable response to cultural collapse that is more than self-centered posing, the Goth worldview must move beyond nonconformity to embrace a positive acceptance of the Gothic tradition. This affirmation is at its best when founded on a belief in some kind of supernatural order.

Need for a New Gothic & Medieval Synthesis:
Neo-Medievalism

In this view, such an affirmation leads one to a larger, more all-encompassing tradition, deriving from the highest ideals of the Middle Ages. Take this tradition and shear it of all the negativity discussed previously (narrow-mindedness, dogmatism, sexism, and so on), and the result takes one beyond the historical Medieval synthesis. Following this path, one can emerge into a modern, positive philosophy and worldview that the author refers to as “Neo-Medievalism.” This Gothic system of thought transcends the old pitfalls of original Medievalism and reinterprets the best of its traditions in light of modern life and contemporary human needs. More importantly, such a “renewed” Medievalism offers a positive response to the cultural disintegration we find inherent in our decaying society. Yes, the materialistic, trivializing, jingoistic, pop-spiritual shallow, and politically and ethically corrupt nature of our culture can be intensely depressing. The Neo-Medievalist Gothic mindset moves beyond bemoaning the ills of modernity and builds a positive, coherent worldview. This philosophy responds to such despair with a new hope that is both genuinely Goth and affirming at the same time.

Of course, no one is recommending a return to a regime of autocratic bishops or power-hungry kings. Also, the Medieval synthesis never meant theocracy. Even during the Middle Ages, though there was no separation of church and state as we know it, kings and bishops retained their distinct sets of powers, and political rulers never let the Church entirely run Europe. The Church did not try to usurp the prerogatives of kings. Any form of Gothicism or Medievalism can become a reactionary movement bent on returning modern society to an idealized “golden age” that never truly existed. No society is perfect or ideal. All that any worldview or philosophy can do is try to apply the best of its ideals to the realities of current existence.

Neo-Medievalism means integrating Medieval Christianity and lifestyle with the Gothic tradition and using the Medieval synthesis, in a modern context, as a guide to overcoming cultural disintegration. Placing this concept in contemporary times means stripping out obsolete, ignorant, and destructive Medieval customs and ideas. More importantly, such a “reintegrated” lifestyle provides a positive response to the forces of death and destruction in our society, just as the early Medieval reconstruction of European society after 900 rescued its citizens from the Dark Age. Also, this constructive Gothic response offers a more attractive alternative to fatalism in our society than the standard outcries of “gloom and doom” from Goth and other similar quarters.

Taking a longer view, many serious problems hover over our modern world and cloud our future. The “new global order” may end up coming apart and instead bring on a new Dark Age, if it has not already. This is not inevitable of course, but few would argue that many in our modern world grapple with a real Dark Age of the human spirit. This failure of will may soon lead to even greater social, cultural, political, and economic disintegration in our society. What positive values does the Medieval synthesis and Neo-Medievalism have to offer our modern culture? How can this worldview provide a “light” at the end of a dark Goth-centered tunnel? Can the two viewpoints work together to offer hope to today’s society in America and elsewhere? These are important questions I hope to address in future related commentaries.

End Note by Author

If readers of this Blog express further interest, I can explore these ideas and related thoughts and concepts further, from a Neo-Medievalist perspective. Depending on the interest expressed, I can address any or all the following subjects:

  • Personal lifestyle and ethics
  • Social and cultural life
  • Art and the role of the artist
  • Religious, theological, and spiritual implications
  • Political organization
  • Economics

Citations of Sources

Because of space limitations, readability, and the nature of this blog, I am not including elaborate footnotes and citations with this series of commentaries. I can provide a detailed bibliography at this website at a later date, upon request. Here is a list of the authors of my bibliographic sources:

Religion, theology, and spirituality:

  • Arthur C. Custance
  • Robert Webber
  • Dietrich Bonhoeffer
  • Karl Barth

Gothic thought and literature:

  • Gavin Baddeley
  • Catherine Spooner
  • Nancy Kilpatrick

European history:

  • Barbara H. Rosenwein
  • C.H. Lawrence
  • Charles Raymond Beazley
  • James Marchand

Medievalism in contemporary thought and culture:

  • Umberto Eco
  • Cary John Lenehan
  • David Ketterer
  • Eddo Stern

I strongly encourage you to read books by the authors listed previously. If you have any specific questions about book titles, footnotes and citations, where I got my ideas, or just general questions and comments on my essay, feel free to email me via my personal website.